I remind myself that most of us were idiots at 21, without a
public stage or cameras following our every move. So there is a part of me that has serious
empathy for Nick Kyrgios. But my empathy petered
out during the recent Wimbledon match against Andy Murray. All I could see was a stunted man-child at
serious risk of never growing up, never maturing into anything other than an
entitled twat, an enfant terrible.
Over time, I have of course read sundry reports of Kyrgios yelling at
his box, aggrieved over their lackluster support. In this, ironically, he reminded me of early
Murray, the one whom Mauresmo labeled as “complicated”. But that Murray has straightened up now that
Dad Lendl is back in the picture. And Dad seems clearly intolerant of whingeing.
I was confident that Kyrgios would lose to Murray. So, during their match, I made a point of examining the behavior of the members
of Kyrgios’ box. What I witnessed was a
group of apparent automatons, rising en masse, on cue, clapping whenever Kyrgios
won a point. The television cameras made
a point of consistently cutting away to their reactions, which seemed lifeless,
compulsive, orchestrated. There seemed
to be no heart in it. There was plenty of
energy, don’t get me wrong. But heart
seemed to be lacking.
And I found myself wondering what life must be like to be a
member of the players’ box of this man-child, this enfant terrible. What must it be like to have one of the best
seats in tennis and yet likely not be able to truly and spontaneously enjoy a
minute of it, your every moment fixated on the idiot on court as he demands
that you react this way and respond that way, his moods shifting with the wind?
And then there is the brother, Christos, whom Kyrgios kicked
out of his personal box during a straight sets loss to Richard Gasquet at the French
Open. What was it like for Christos to have to skulk his way out of stadium, the
spotlight fixated on him, his only crime being that he didn’t applaud energetically
enough for his brother to hear?
I remained stunned as I watched this ‘professional’ tennis
player openly yelling at the members of his box, demanding their vocal support during
his lackluster performance against Andy Murray.
And then, just like that, demanding that they stop applauding when he had
decided that he had had enough. It was
just too much.
Psychologists label this problem as an external locus of
control. People like Kyrgios do not see
their problems as arising within themselves.
Such individuals believe that the cause of their difficulties is always external
to them. They fail not because they are
narcissistic idiots who believe that they do not need coaching but because the people
expected to serve as mirrors to their brilliance end up seriously lacking.
Such players believe that their failure is not the result of an intrinsic lack of discipline and motivation, but because external support is inadequate. They lose not because their attention is barely focused on the match itself, but because of their team’s inadequate applause. Is there any hope for this idiot? Honestly, I think not.
Such players believe that their failure is not the result of an intrinsic lack of discipline and motivation, but because external support is inadequate. They lose not because their attention is barely focused on the match itself, but because of their team’s inadequate applause. Is there any hope for this idiot? Honestly, I think not.
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he made his brother leave!?! wouldn't go back if I were him.
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